Louis Larsen worked as an English instructor for the majority of his adult life. In that time, he produced many works in both novels and poetry. Louis also worked as a ghost writer for many others, as well as newspapers throughout Utah. The works here represent those left to the family, both published and unpublished. Much of his work reflects a haunting feeling of loss, pain and betrayal. This comes from the loss of his son, Thomas Larsen, in World War II. Tom served with the 85th Mountain Infantry of the 10th Mountain Division, where he served with distinguished honor, and paid the ultimate price for his commitment. Tom lost his life on Riva Ridge, Mount Belvedere in February, 1945. This loss haunted Louis for the remainder of his life. Many of his poems reflect this pain and leave a legacy of the emotional priced paid in the wake of war.

Saturday, October 4, 2014

Don't Say It!

You were injured, I know
By the words that he spoke.
How they stung like the lash of a whip,
When he made you a fool
And the butt of a joke
For the sake of his blundering quip!
So fashion your speech
With a vengeance to more than repay it.
Tip your poisonous words
With a hate that is meant
To destroy and to kill . . . But don't say it!

You are angered, I see,
To be misunderstood,
And thus taken to task by your friend.
For the thing you had done
That was meant for his good
In the distant and ultimate end.
So plan your rebuke
And devise your retort,
And let no kindly impulse delay it.
Aim the shaft of your hate
For a blow to the heart
Of that stupid ingrate. . . But don't say it!

It was painful, I'm sure,
When they told you at length
You had failed in the task they'd assigned;
For I knew you had lent
every ounce of the strength
You could muster in body and mind.
So make your resentment
A weapon of spleen --
Two can play at this game.  Well, then, play it
And frame you a line
That is cutting and mean,
That is vengeful and harsh . . . But don't say it!

You are crushed, I perceive,
By a hard, cruel fate --
When your struggle's been fine and heroic
And you've borne all your cares
With a hope that could wait,
With a heart of a saint and a stoic.
So rebel at the task
And compose some harrangue
Of contempt for you destiny.  Flay it
With a screed that reveals
All the bitterest pang
Of a frustrated soul . . . But don't say it!

(Copyright, 1940)

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