Louis Larsen worked as an English instructor for the majority of his adult life. In that time, he produced many works in both novels and poetry. Louis also worked as a ghost writer for many others, as well as newspapers throughout Utah. The works here represent those left to the family, both published and unpublished. Much of his work reflects a haunting feeling of loss, pain and betrayal. This comes from the loss of his son, Thomas Larsen, in World War II. Tom served with the 85th Mountain Infantry of the 10th Mountain Division, where he served with distinguished honor, and paid the ultimate price for his commitment. Tom lost his life on Riva Ridge, Mount Belvedere in February, 1945. This loss haunted Louis for the remainder of his life. Many of his poems reflect this pain and leave a legacy of the emotional priced paid in the wake of war.

Saturday, October 4, 2014

Home Again

I've been away for a month or more,
I've visited isles and ocean shore;
I've walked down blazing avenues,
With any diversion one could choose;
I've traveled ten thousand miles
On winding road or straightaway,
From the Golden Gate to the Capitol Dome --
Oh, it's nice to go on a vactaion,
but it's nicer to get back home!

My own back yard and the friendly fir
Look good to me -- and I'll tell you, sir,
Its shade is sweeter than far retreat
Of the scenic place where tourists meet
To write brave notes to Fred and Sue
To wish they were there -- instead of you,
In the torrid South or in frigid Nome --
Oh, it's nice to go on a vacation,
But it's nicer to get back home!

And the folks back here, they suit me swell,
They call my name and they wish me well.
And the things we have we love to share,
But it isn't the same at all out there,
where strangers meet at a small cafe,
To stare at each other, with nothing to say;
Where you long for a bath and a brush and a comb --
Oh, it's nice to go on a vacation,
But it's nicer to get back home!

Yes, I went to the zoo, and all of that;
But I'd rather sit home and pet the cat
Than to blister my feet in quest of thrill.
Ah, this is the life -- and I sit here still
to dream of my travel and contemplate
That the joys of the highway are second-rate,
For all roads lead back like they lead to Rome --
Oh, it's nice to go on a vacation,
But it's nicer to get back home!

(Copyright, 1940)

My Prayer

I cannot ask for bread, O Lord,
To meet my private hunger
When the fields of grain are trampled down
And black artillery's thunder
Is heaping devastation on
The stores of humble labor.
Whose plowshares tyrants beat into
Long bayonet or saber.

I cannot pray for self esteem
When every warring nation
Is tearing down the monuments
Inscribed to man's creation
To be the monarch of the earth;
But choosing now to burrow
For safety in his high estate,
Like rodents in a furrow.

I cannot pray for peace of mind
Nor warm and kindly shelter
When men like me can turn the world
Into a sickening welter
Of blood and tears and broken lives
And walls beyond redeeming;
Where bleak destruction in a day
Has killed a century's dreaming.

The only thing I ask, dear Lord,
Is for the grace of sharing
The heavy burdens of mankind
That other men are bearing
I pray, then, for the light to know,
When shrouds of hate are rent,
That while there's evil in the world
I, too, am recreant!

(First published in Along the Lane: Dedicated to the memory of Thomas William Larsen, who lost his life in World War II)

Don't Say It!

You were injured, I know
By the words that he spoke.
How they stung like the lash of a whip,
When he made you a fool
And the butt of a joke
For the sake of his blundering quip!
So fashion your speech
With a vengeance to more than repay it.
Tip your poisonous words
With a hate that is meant
To destroy and to kill . . . But don't say it!

You are angered, I see,
To be misunderstood,
And thus taken to task by your friend.
For the thing you had done
That was meant for his good
In the distant and ultimate end.
So plan your rebuke
And devise your retort,
And let no kindly impulse delay it.
Aim the shaft of your hate
For a blow to the heart
Of that stupid ingrate. . . But don't say it!

It was painful, I'm sure,
When they told you at length
You had failed in the task they'd assigned;
For I knew you had lent
every ounce of the strength
You could muster in body and mind.
So make your resentment
A weapon of spleen --
Two can play at this game.  Well, then, play it
And frame you a line
That is cutting and mean,
That is vengeful and harsh . . . But don't say it!

You are crushed, I perceive,
By a hard, cruel fate --
When your struggle's been fine and heroic
And you've borne all your cares
With a hope that could wait,
With a heart of a saint and a stoic.
So rebel at the task
And compose some harrangue
Of contempt for you destiny.  Flay it
With a screed that reveals
All the bitterest pang
Of a frustrated soul . . . But don't say it!

(Copyright, 1940)

Tomorrow

Tomorrow I'll be calling on
That neighbor on our block;
To extend a world of welcome
And we'll have a little talk.
I will tell him we are happy
That he's living up our way.
Yes, I'll do it -- right tomorrow;
I'm too busy just today.

Tomorrow I'll go hiking with
That little kid of mine;
We will wander through the foothills
And we'll have a corking time.
I'll sit by a stream and listen
To the things he'll have to say.
Yes, by jove, we'll go tomorrow;
I'm too busy just today.

Tomorrow, sure, the wife and I --
We'll get into the car
And we'll take a little journey
Out to where the old folks are.
For we owe it to the old folks;
They are getting bent and gray.
So we'll do that -- right tomorrow;
I'm too busy just today.

Yes, the things we'll do tomorrow
Are too numerous, far, to name;
And they range from deeds of kindness
To the climbing up to fame.
But we'd better start to do them
And without too much delay --
For there's many a tomorrow
That has crumpled up today!

(Copyright, 1940)

The Summer Bride

Behold the charming summer bride
With bridesmaids trooping at her side.
She comes with mincing steps and slow
That mark the path fair women go.

Her dress of ivory mousseline
Reflects a soft and silken sheen;
The misty tulle that bands the hair
Comports with dainty mousquetaire.

Soft train of lace caught up with pearls
Drifts back in undulating furls;
The crowning touch, a blossomed spray,
Now sets her off in sweet array.

Who knows but in the after years
She'll seek them through a rift of tears;
Soft as the cooing of a dove --
Dear fragile memories of love,
When all the dreams of childhood, youth,
Will bring her back the hallowed truth
That life's bright freedom and romance
Are subject to the whims of chance.

Ah, beauty which she held sublime
Can wither at the touch of time;
Blue eyes can dim and lips can pale
And laughter that was high regale
Can be the gentle sigh of age
That drops a tear upon the page
Where rose of June was lightly pressed
That evening when his arm caressed
Her fondly to his manly side
And won the troth of blushing bride.

But one thing time will not erase
From any June bride's blushing face --
And that is love -- the love of two
Strong hearts that fought and weathered through
The sunshine and the storm of years
That mingled happiness and tears.

So put them by with gentle grace,
Those fragile things of tulle and lace;
And say a prayer to Him above
To sanctify and keep your love!

(First published in Along the Lane: Dedicated to the memory of Thomas William Larsen, who lost his life in World War II)

Back Pay

Some fellows earn just what they get
And get just what they earn;
At extra tasks they fume and fret
And fret and fume and squirm.

And I know other chaps who go
Quite cheerfully beyond
The dead-line of the day, although
It isn't in the bond.

These are not niggared of their might
Nor chary of their strength;
They glimpse the better things in sight,
Dead sure they'll win at length.

Their days don't drag, nor duties pall;
They're reg'lar working hounds;
They whistle while they hit the ball
And knock it out of bounds.

They'll be rewarded one fine day
For all their keen devotion,
With dividends on all back pay --
They'll take it in promotion.

(Copyright, 1940)

Your World

If the world isn't right as you scan it,
It is quite your own fault, I would say;
For each one of us fashions his planet
In a private and personal way.
You can people your world with good friends, sir;
You can scatter glad smiles all around;
You can start endless ripples of laughter;
You can help make good will to abound;
You can banish the clouds gray and gloomy
That creep o'er the path of your day;
You can make your abode light and roomy,
Where to work is as joyous as play.
All the good things of life are not cornered,
And they won't be for many a moon:
There is plenty of wealth still ungarnered,
To be reaped to a rollicking tune.
This world's not a place you just fell in:
It is something you fashion and plan.
You can make it a place sweet to dwell in --
But the making is up to the man.

(Copyright, 1940)